Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Moved

Pernahkah kamu mendengar kata 'moved'? Dalam konteks 'tergerak' seperti 'touched' dalam konteks 'tersentuh'. Penggunaan kata tersebut bisa secara lugas, bener-bener kesenggol, atau didorong sampai gerak. Tetapi acap kali kita menemuinya dalam kalimat yang maksudnya lebih ke arah emosional. Moved by his forgiveness, touched by his grace, dsb [dan saya bingung].

Tergerak, sering kali kita mengalaminya.

Entah karena pengorbanan Tuhan Yesus Kristus menebus dosa seluruh umat manusia, entah karena kasih sayang orang tua kepada kita, entah karena cinta seorang kekasih yang mau menerima kita apa adanya atau karena ketubruk truk semen. Tergerak.

Menangis karena tergerak. Bagaimana dengan menangis karena tergerak? Pernah mengalaminya? Ya kamu yang di belakang? Oh bukan angkat tangan kamu. Oh Oke. Siapa yang pernah mengalami menangis karena tergerak? Ndak ada yang mau mengaku? Oke, ndak apa-apa takut dibilang cengeng mungkin. Menangis karena tergerak itu wajar, pasti semua dari kita pernah mengalaminya. Ditinggalkan orang yang kita sayangi, dikecewakan oleh harapan yang diingkari, dibuat marah oleh orang yang kita cintai atau ngglundhung karena ketabrak truk semen.

Tidak mudah bagi kita untuk menangis, tapi di dalam keputusasaan, di dalam kekecewaan, di dalam kehancuran, dan di depan orang yang kita sayangi. Jaim itu sudah basi. Tatkala kita berada di dalam pelukan orang yang kita sayangi, merasa terlindungi, saat emosi kita bukan lagi di bawah kendali otak. Air mata mengalir dengan sendirinya, dan itu lumrah. Saat itu kamu baru sadar, bahwa kamu tergerak. Dan kali ini, tidak ada hubungannya sama truk semen.

Betapa kita bisa mudah tergerak di depan orang yang kita sayangi. Itu sudah lumrah.

Tapi betapa kita bisa kokoh tak bergerak demi orang yang kita sayangi. Ini baru.


Man who cant be moved - The Script

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.




Suhu,
happy birthday tgwinmg.

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